Wow, yeah i never update this thing.
I GOT A JOB! yeah, got the job i wanted too. Working for Herter Music Center. its the bestest ever place for me to work, and so far i have loved every minute of it. Everyones really nice, and so far i get along with everyone.

Still want to move out but i dont think thats going to happen for a while, unless i can find someone who wants to room with me. I can't afford to live in my own place on my own right now... that totally sucks.

My trip to Ireland as been not cancelled, but its on hold for a little bit, river and ren have to be back in ireland before i go and they arent there yet, once they are there and they are ready for my arival then i can get my passport and all arranged... then i have to figure out whats gonna happen with my job if i go to ireland... i hope they will let me go. I cant wait to see them.....

I went to the doctor AGAIN! this time i think we might actually find a cure. or atleast what is wrong... this is a whole new doctor, and this one seems to know a little more... he said that if they havent found the source of the problem in my wrists then obviously it is coming from a different source, he said that all the nerves are all from a main source in the neck and no one has checked my nerves in the main place in my neck so i have had a bunch of blood work done, and i have to have a MRI, on my neck, not on my wrists.... so yeah have to go through the MRI process again, but it will be worth it if they can find out what is wrong and what we can do to fix it.

but yeah, been busy with work, and doctor appts. havent wrote any new poetry, nothing really to write about yet... when the time comes, ill be sure to post it... until then... live life the the fullest.